Monday, April 6, 2009

Lonely Kid


More i get closer,more i get ignored ∩
Jude Sequeira: n u stay away 4rm ur home il not b frnds wid u.
Wild thoughts..

Sucking heat and screwing sun, My life started here with hidden fun. I love this place, more than hate and never felt this is my fate. Deep sands and shallow pond It was an apple tree I found.I wonder it’s in wrong place,left to blazing heat it has to face. Burnt leaf and dropping wink.Let me help, that’s what I think.It has life, but no one for salvage Sure I’ll give my life all with courage.Not for its fruit, not for its shade,Its value in this place should not fade.No matter this place is desert,I felt as if it’s in my heart.Apples it gave many, so was its duty Service to all, that’s its beauty.Service to all, that’s its beauty.All my proud, to grow it in this land,Giving, fruits to every ones hand. I can make out what it thinks Sure, we both have a link.Can’t make out what it whispers,Nevertheless, I am just a creeper.Spending life below this tree.Look at him he is growing free.He was strong to face the rough,Way he grew, felt nothing is tough.Once it told me, you too could serve,An apple from your branch of love,I am a creeper, waiting for my time,A Creeper and tree are not the same.That was a time when I had an apple,In a second it told, it’s your example.Serving is the goal that we both see.Now a creeper is as strong as a tree.Every thing I say, wrong times of life.Being him, making my life safe.Now he thinks I must need sun rays Not below him, but making my own ways. He is the tree which taught me to serve Only ‘Love and respect’, not ‘I’ he Deserve. It thinks the sand near me is wet belowThat’s true, I live joyfully with Sorrow.I am sure I’ll never go wrong Always I’ll live to stand strong.Never kick me from your heart I’ll never get apple trees in desert.

- Sanjay Anantharaman